Seeing how you feel now, I understand this state of losing enthusiasm for life very well. Your willingness to share this with me is already a brave attempt. Regarding your travel ideas, I want to ask gently first: What do you want to get from such a trip? Are you looking for some kind of relief, or do you want to feel the meaning of your existence again? Before considering high-risk destinations, maybe we can talk about the needs behind these choices. Extreme environments do bring a strong sense of existence, but I want to provide you with some equally unique but safer alternatives.： 1. ** The fjords of western Iceland**-There is a moon-like landscape here. The loneliness during the polar night in winter is very special, but the tourist facilities are perfect. You can stand on the westernmost cliff of the European continent and feel the roar of the Atlantic Ocean without having to take excessive risks. 2. **Namibia's Skeleton Coast**-A desolate beauty where the desert and the ocean meet, accompanied by a professional guide. That feeling of isolation from the world may be able to respond to some kind of call in your heart. 3. **Easter Island, Chile**-Spend time with the Moai Stone statue and think about existence on the loneliest island in the world. If you want, you can also consider some alternative experiences with a sense of ritual： -Participate in the wilderness therapy project -Learn to dive freely (under professional guidance) -Short-term practice in Takayama Temple These places and experiences can provide a strong sense of detachment, but retain the possibility of returning safely. Sometimes, what we need is not an end, but a pause and a re-examination. Your mention of the word "desperate" makes me a little worried. If you want, you can contact the psychological assistance hotline at any time, or talk to someone you trust. The dark night of life may be long, but the way of dawn is often beyond our expectations. If necessary, I can continue to recommend some specific safe travel plans for you, or just listen. Every feeling you have now deserves to be taken seriously.